Posts in Life
No Longer and Not Yet - The Uncomfortable Space

I like to write about things once I have completed my thinking about them. I think it must be an academic trait, think your thought to its completion (or until the deadline strikes) and then write about it. But it’s harder to do that when you want to write about life. Life never seems complete and your thinking about it evolves with each new experience.

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What Not Celebrating Yourself Does to You

Recently I reached the level of Elite in my doTERRA business and I gained a new yoga class, my first one in London. And the same thing that often happens to me happened again. A voice inside said: “well, that’s nothing”, or “that wasn’t you, it was your team that made it happen”, or “yeah, but you still don’t have a proper salary”. This is a familiar and a very unhelpful pattern.

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The Sacred Feminine Moves in Mysterious Ways - My Journey with Burlesque

Last year I decided, rather spontaneously, to take an eight week course in Burlesque at “The Cheek of It” school that would force me to perform live. What made me do it? Well, I was seeking to connect to a part of me that I felt I had shut off. I have never felt particularly feminine or sexy, partly due to growing up in a culture (Russian) where femininity has very specific rules, many of which I don’t follow.

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